I remember thinking to myself: this thing between us, is exactly like the kind of summer love I’ve been reading about.
It happens so fast, I float like a boat (that run out of fuel, in the middle of the open water). All summer long.
Never crossed my mind that this, came with an expiration date.
That this, summer love are meant to last, for Only as long as you can still feel the heat of those seemingly endless summer days.
But once the cold air started to roll in; and before the leaves started to turn its brightly autumn colors, some where around the beginning of September, it’d be over.
***
And yet, it’s almost Christmas time now.
I walked to my car the other night, under the misty rain, and looked up: lines of snowflake shaped lighting decorations magically appeared over night, on top of the street light posts.
Can’t even believe my eyes. December is only around the corner, but summer hasn’t really ended for me yet.
Still feels like it’s only the day before, when a random song from you could send me flying... to the moon and back.
Je suis là et ailleurs
Je veux tout
Quand tu veux comme tu veux
Mea culpa
Then the VIETNAMESE translation version (according to you, I guess :-))
Em ở nơi đây và ở nơi khác
Em muốn tất cả
Khi anh muốn, anh muốn thế nào
Lỗi em
I can’t possibly go for 2 weeks of silence then finally reappear only to tell you this. But it is funny and I can’t help but laughing (trying hard not too be out loud) every single time my eye catch this line. Again and again.
Oh and I can’t even begin to imagine, quand tu veux comme tu veux...
I could write pages to describe how I feel about the music video “Speak Softly Love”; but I’m unable to get a single word out over the “Mea Culpa - Lỗi Em”.
You got me speechless.
And it all happened while I was at work.
In case you didn’t know, I wasn’t “nhâm nhi ly Cafe sáng” as I said earlier on that day, instead, I down the whole cup within seconds and ran out the door just as fast right after.
With that said, you’ve probably figured I work... on Saturday. Yeah, my “secret government work” is that busy, you know what I mean. But never mind ... what happened was that right in the middle of the hectic day, I suddenly felt the urge to pull out my phone and open the familiar webpage.
And to my surprise, pleasantly, your nick was there, my heart skipped a beat.
You said “close your eyes and listen”. But you wasn’t right next to me, you wouldn’t know whether I closed my eyes or not anyway.
You said “don’t hate me” and I was confused, “why would I be?”, so anyway...
Sinnombre, baby! Would you throw some floaties my way? ‘Cause I think I’m about to sink.
I’ve always been a natural swimmer. But I’m not strong enough this time; for this gigantic waves of yours: “ more, and more, and more!”, that comes crashing in so hard at me.
Or maybe you’d consider jumping into the water? And rescue me with your bare hands instead?
Will you able to save me? Or are we going to go down with the Titanic?
My heart is at the deep end of the ocean. It will never find its way home if you stop searching.
If something is fated to happen, you can’t stop it from happening. Right?
:-) That was a quick response! You always do. I’m amazed.
Yeah, but the song lyric? A bit “classic” for my taste, LoL.
I love your taste in music btw—especially those instrumental love songs (which I believe are meant for me 😉), are now on my favorite playlist. I take it with me everywhere I go lately, I even sleep with it on :-)
It’d be cool :-) if you are in the mood for a little “online chat” as I do now (that extra cup of coffee at 4 o’clock this afternoon was a mistake, I know)
* I decided not to delete the post but revived it instead—life is beautiful and you are just adorable :-)
I trust you.
I know you won’t be mad at a “No face, No name, No number...” entity for long (well, hopefully a real human being, finger crossed!).
No matter what happens, remember that I’m always on your side. And I always wish to be with you.
I hope you know how much you matter to me.
(Cross my heart).
Mwah!
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